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something is bothering me.
im sadd. i need summer. i need the beach. i need MV. soo bad.d
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[02 Mar 2006|04:53pm] |
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i cant beleive it is over.
wow.
i guess there is not much to say, other then there will never be another expreience like high school running. i cant find the words to say how much it means to me. but someday i will. right now all i have to say is that i would be a completley different person if it were not for high school track. there are no ties. there are no strings. there is no defeat. and there is no win. there is nothing. there is nothing but high schoolers. out running. out competeing. out conquering something so insignificant as a track. but putting everything they have out onto that track. there are no strings. there are no ties. there is nothing there. there is nothing but you and yourself. highshcool running is nothing but small teenagers standing up to fight. fight not violently. and not for some greater cause that is unbenownst to the human mind. kids fighting for something only they know inside of themselves. there is never a winner. there is never a looser. there is nothing but this fight. it stands alone; separate from all else. nothing else matters during this fight. it is amazing. everything else goes away. and when one is working to conquer this competition with oneself alone. there is nothing stopping him. nothing.
highschool track is something that can be found nowhere else. the ability and the opportunituy to work, live, conquer, understand, and break away... is more than anything i could ever ask for.
if you are in highschool, and you do not run.. just know there is something out there that would add a completely different meaning to your life. you just need to find it. if you do not know where to turn: turn to running. it is there, and it alwas will be. dedicate yourself, work at it, and love what you do .. you will find something inside yourslef you never knew was there.
i am not finished yet. i am not done fighting.
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[08 Feb 2006|05:29pm] |
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my mind is the only fucking thing that cannot be taken from me. it never will be.
NEVER. ever.
someone could fucking stab me. shoot me. go ahead. it will not be in my way. never.
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[05 Feb 2006|10:01pm] |
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alrite, so i claim my LJ dead.
goooooooooooddddbyyyye lj! i will recover you from you burial at a later date.
ps. i love you.
pps. ummmmm just know a lot of things happen in my life.
pppps. everything happens for a reason
ppppps. god blessed the broken road. yes sir.
<3shoosh.
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[04 Jan 2006|11:08pm] |
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omg./..i ... i know where i am gong to college next year. that totally just hit me.
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[29 Dec 2005|11:33pm] |
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a very wise friend once told me that:
"some people think holding on makes them strong..but sometimes it's letting go."
this can be applied to soooooo many aspects of myyy life. yours too probably. it goes along with that whole change thing... sometimes.
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[28 Dec 2005|09:39am] |
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i left my pillow at my aunts house. i have a big puffy one that i am using. it is WAY to puffy. it was hard to fall esleep on. i woke up this morning with a stiff neck. it kinda hurts. i want back my flat pillow.
brrrr. the frustration.
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